Watching people do covers on youtube reminded me of the day I actually considered giving up singing. I can't believe the thought even crossed my mind. Sure, I'm no David Cook or Annuar Zain but I try my best. I like, no I love to sing a lot. I sing everyday no matter what mood I'm in. It's something that's a part of me. If I were to be mute one day (insya'allah I wont be), I'd probably wont have the motivation to go to school, to meet my friends, to do anything at all. So no matter what, I'll stick to singing because it's my remedy.
I realise I'm still not in the know of my idol's past. I know that the past is history and shouldn't be dwelled upon but I feel like I need to know. I do know a few things here and there but their just bits and pieces. I'm not trying to interfere in his life because I just want to know. However, I wouldn't want to meet him anytime soon and have everything laid out on a fake silver platter. It just wouldn't feel right. If god has destined for me to meet him then I'd meet him. I want the journey to be one that I'll remember; no shortcuts. I just wanna hold strong to what I believe in and let nature take its course. I wanna find out more about him slowly, putting the bits and pieces together myself (a few extra hints are welcomed but not too much). Now that I realise there are still things I do not know, I realise he's my mystery.