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16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”

Monday, October 26, 2009

Secrets of The Poetic Puppet / 10:10 AM

As some of you guys might notice, I've not been updating a lot. Well, let's just say there has been stuff going on and I don't really feel like blogging. But just so you know, I've been subjecting myself to the emotions box a lot and taking out quite a bit of words from it too. I've been visiting a lot of waterfalls and volcanoes lately. Sometimes I feel like just closing this blog but then again I can always turn it into something else. So... I think I'll just be posting up my works from now on. Just random poems, songs, doodles, photoshops, photos, etc. Which brings me to why I'm even visiting this page. I've just written a new poem in malay. I don't know if it's good but I'm sure it'll pull some strings.

Melayu 2009

Sudah biasa bergolak dengan dosa

Sudah berkawan dengan musuhnya

Melayu 2009

Sudah hilang jati dirinya

Sudah tiada bangganya

Melayu 2009

Sudah sesat pemahamannya

Sudah tiada gemilang bahasanya

Melayu 2009

Sudah terputus ikatan Islamnya

Sudah tertulis kontrak dengan iblisnya

Melayu 2009

Yang sudah tu sejarahnya

Yang kekal semangat panglimanya

Yang bangga nama sahaja

Yang susah penyakitnya

Bagaimana dengan melayu seterusnya pula?

-Muhammad Hazwan Norly

Friday, October 2, 2009

Up Stage! / 9:39 PM

Everyone who understands malay should go for this show in celebration of the month of Hari Raya, Syawal. It is the first time Sang Singa Purba Malay Performing Arts will be staging such an event and for me I see it as our fresh baked cookie. Last year, Sang Singa Purba did not stage its annual event called Muzikarama, leaving the Cubs with no stage experience. Now the Cubs are Young Lions and some are in the new committee. After going through several workshops and the SiNOPSiS event, the Young Lions are now prepared to have this show and actually are proud to provide their own Cubs a chance to perform.

I think this is a win win situation. You come for this Muzikaraya show, then we'll get funds to do another show at the end of the year; our much awaited and due Muzikarama show. Now, I'm actually reminiscing on the past and on PN08. Singing the songs makes me happy but at the same time sad because I miss it so much. I really hope we could stage that. Because truthfully, it's one of the most beautiful script I've ever laid my eyes and hands on. Therefore, you guys would get to watch 2 great shows this year. :D Ouh and if you're wondering what is PN08, you'll have to wait for it to be staged first. ;)

Monday, September 21, 2009

Tangisan Syawal / 1:45 PM

The title could probably make a good title for a Suria drama. hahahaha. But yeah. You guys should watch Kalimah Terakhir. It's on Suria now. Good stuff. heh.

"Siape ade sakit jantung, standby eh."

Hey!

Di sini ada melayu

Di sini ada

Kau dan Aku

Friday, September 18, 2009

Kerna... / 2:31 PM

I prefer his version than the original singer's version. Hmm..

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Press The Bloody Button / 5:05 PM

I am getting really bored of my blog. It's been this way since god knows when. I want a change of skin but I forgot how to do the codes now and I don't want to just randomly pick something of blogskins.com because I want it to be a work of my own. I mean, I still remember when I first created this simple blog layout, I was so proud. It was my own you know. It was like buying a scrapbook which looked exactly like all the other scrapbooks everyone else bought but drawing stuff on the cover, pasting pictures and stuff like that. It had my mark. It was mine to doodle and to write whatever was in my mind (or heart). I feel like if I used someone else's blog layout, it wouldn't be mine to write in. Yeah, I know I think too much about these things but that's just how I am. So wait for this a change of layouts soon. I will be racking my brain for inspiration and getting people to help me with it.

Ouh yeah, my mum now knows I smoke. Great.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Just a Quickie For Me / 6:46 PM

I realise it's been sometime since my last Hari Raya advertisement post. Well, since I'm waiting for buke to start, I just thought of doing a quickie (no puns intended). This one is quite sad too but not as sad as the previous ones. Oh and don't worry, not all Hari Raya advertisements are sad. Some of them are pretty hilarious. So watch this space if you want to see more within this last week of puasa!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Sluurrrpppp / 10:30 PM

Wow. I really didn't expect my eyes to water just now but it did. I guess memories of the past do hurt a lot. I realised a few things today: 1) I'm a cynical hypocritical bastard 2) I'm still depressed but I'm taking it all in like a cigarette 3) We're in need of a laid back, 100% truthful confession session.

I realise that when I don't get enough sleep, I don't get cranky. I'll be this cynical person who is just spiteful about everything. I can be cynical about everything there is but once I meet my friends, poof everything is gone. Well, not really. I just put a smile on my face without even trying to. It's sad how I'm getting used to that.

I know I shouldn't be one to say I'm depressed but then again, what other word can explain the state I'm in? I don't know. Sometimes I think the less people you meet, the lesser the chances of getting hurt when they leave. Wouldn't it be nice if you could save emotions in a bottle? I mean separate the good ones from the horrible ones. The good ones are for you to feel happy and the bad ones are for you to remind yourself never to make the same mistake. But the catch is you can't feel anything else than the ones in your heart. Meaning if you took out love and kept hatred, you'll never be able to love but only hate. Interesting isn't it?

And just before we left for PSP Iftar just now, I realised I miss the confession sessions of so long ago. Just being truthful to each other and letting it all out. I miss the relief of letting go. I miss feeling relief. I never feel relief for letting something go anymore. Or maybe I never do. Hmm....