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16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”
Just Plain Human / 10:16 PM
 Sometimes I wonder, why am I not happy? Sure I have friends and that makes me happy. There are things that make me happy. There are occations whereby I'm happy to tears. However, I never am always happy. Yeah, people might say that it's normal but to me I don't think I've felt the amount of happiness some people feel. Hmmm...
You know what? I think all these years of dumping everything in and all these years of trying to be sensitve have actually made me lose my emotions. I know what's sad and what's happy because I was taught of them or because I've felt them before sometime ago but I don't really feel it. I feel like something made with emotions but not meant to feel. It sucks. It sucks because when I do feel something, I can't express it. Call myself a communications student.
For some reason, I feel like the robot created for someone's parents; given emotions but do not know how to feel.
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