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Typewriter16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”Monday, May 4, 2009 Realisations / 11:03 PM
I realise at one point in life, you'll start to realise everyone is starting to date people or get attached and you start to wonder when is it your turn. Then when your turn comes, it's like your a kindergarten kid in a whole new playground; you explore it with the innocent curiosity of a child. Some relationships may last but some may not but I guess that's the gamble of 'love'. You have to give that one person your all and he/she has to do the same or it won't really work out. And I think it's a learning journey most importantly. You'll learn more about yourself, your significant other and how to be a better boyfriend/girlfriend. That's an important lesson that I've learnt recently. Another thing I realised is that at another point in life, people around you will start to get married; start building a family. And that's when you start wondering again: when is it your turn? However, this is a whole new level as compared to the above. Marriage is not something you explore with the curiosity of a little kid but more like a mature adult. Yes, breaking up is horrible but divorcing is worse. This is something from my own religion: The non-haram thing that is most hated or disliked by God is the breaking up of a marriage. From my understanding, it's because when these people divorce, they're not only letting go the other but also the other's family and being humans, the relationship between the two families will turn sour. Furthermore, getting married does not only mean being a husband or wife for most but also being future fathers and mothers. That is one responsibility that to me holds the greatest burden. Being in this modern age, parents now need to be more open minded but also keep to their roots. For me it means sticking to my religion but also not being the traditional malay family that doesn't allow their sons or daughters the privilage of making their own mistakes. I think traditional malay families stereotype too much. Anyway, the reason why I'm blogging this is that at my age, I've already thought of my first son's name and how big a family I want. I already worry about things that I think not all guys my age worry about. I worry about how to be a good son-in-law, father, husband and son. I'm worried that I would not have time to actually learn to be all of the above soon enough. I'm worried of screwing up my family. Tell me people, is it normal for me to worry about such things? Or am I just being a dramatic worry wort? I don't know. I just think that fatherhood is something that you have to do it right or it's forever in your little black book. But sometimes I wonder, would I even get to taste fatherhood.  |
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