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16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Being Jinxed? / 11:42 PM

Wawa and me are feeling jinxed because we keep ending up with messed up GEMs. I was actually looking forward to the Film Appreciation GEMs but when I entered the class, I realised they were playing an ice breaking game which wasn't doing any ice breaking. Firstly because the minute I heard the lecturer talk I had a feeling she's damn boring. Okay that's one. I tried to speak aloud and stuff when it was my turn to introduce myself but I don't know, she's this very super fucking pessimistic person. She kept telling us how disasterously difficult the module is and how if we work hard we SHOULD be able to pull through. I felt as if the life was being sucked out of me. She sounded as if she feared failure like a mouse fearing a cat. She sounded like as if nothing in the world is at all special, only average, dull and pathetic; only existing to fill the space. That's two. Then, she asked us to write a 200 word review about this Roystan Tan film. Mr Sng showed us the film before so I fell asleep when she showed us the film the 2nd time that lesson. So she woke me up with a sorta strict tone which I admit was fair but the last part made me really boil. She told us to write on fullscap but I didn't have any thus we asked for some from this girl but I think she's drastically trying to save the trees so she gave us one piece. So faris split the paper in half and gave me a piece. After writing for some time, wawa gave hers to the lecturer but she asked her to rewrite on a full piece of paper. I thought she wouldn't mind mine because Faris handed in his and she didn't say anything about it. So I scribbled whatever I thought off the film and when there were only 4 of us left, she told me to rewrite. WHAT THE HELLL???? Where was I supposed to find an A4 paper when there's practically noone else in class. Seriously, she gave me a very bad impression. Although some of the things were partly my fault but the way she handles things are damn ridiculous. I swear I would be some emo kid if I had her as my PTN or parent. I'd die from lack of happiness and optimism or something. So much for being in a fun module and enjoying every step of the way. So much for getting good grades for the GEMs and so much for respect. Seriously, she needs to earn my respect as much as I may need to earn hers. BITCH.