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16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Really Confusing / 12:16 PM

I have finished my Web Publishing CA2! And I actually like what I came up with, especially the links. I hope I get good grades for this. I actually designed some of the stuffs. I even got my face painted on for one of the photos. hahaha! So far though, the only 'A' I received this semester is for Economics CA1. (everybody go: "whhhattttttt"). It's not the normal 'A' either! I got a freaking 96! HAHAHA! Talk about surprising. I hope I'd do the same for the CA2, at least I'd have a subject that I can depend on to get an A. I've been getting 'C+' for DVPA, how depressing.

Speaking of DVPA, my group has to reshoot some of the scenes because they turned out to be too dark, grainy and everything else. PFFT! Really got pissed in a way but I think I suspected as much because everyone else was having problems with their DVPA too. Oh well, we'll just take on this 'Anal' problem head on then.

Other than school, I realised something because of reading a phrase from somewhere (obviously I don't want to reveal the identity of the person who inspired these next few sentences).

"And what I'm frightened of is that they call it 'God's Love'"

It took me a few seconds but I got the message (or at least what I think the message is). This is more of a muslim way of reasoning but I guess it's applicable for all religions. Have you ever been at a funeral and you hear the elder consoling the loved ones of the one who passed away, saying things like "I know how much you love him/her but it seems like God loves him/her more"? The phrase above got me thinking, if God loving us more means that he would take our life away so we could be by his side, then which of us is really prepared to die? I mean, you could be the most horrible person on Earth and still die young. So, which one of us is sure that if we die tomorrow, it's because God loves us too much and wants us by His side and not just because you're fated to die on that day? How sure are we that we are deserving of God's love if we ourselves forget Him from time to time? Questions, questions, questions... But there aren't any real supported answers to these questions are there? I guess this is sort of a reminder for me to keep to my New Year's resolution promise (to number 4 in particular).