Anal Productions is finally done with our reshoot. I came home on the first train this morning and reached at around 7.30am. The minute I got home, I washed my feet, stripped down to my boxers and slept. I woke up at about 4.53pm. I know, I feel like a lazy bum to. I tried to study for Econs test this thursday but to no avail. I've only finished studying about 4 pages of Chapter 4 - Elasticity. It really sucks because I really want to get another A. I've been so stressed up lately and I don't think I'm prepared for this coming week. I just feel so pressurised right now yet so disappointed that I haven't done anything about my laziness problem. I have no choice but to study at least 2 chapters tomorrow (memorise and practice on tutorial questions).

Seriously, I haven't had time to really sing and learn a new song on my guitar. It's so difficult to keep up with studies now. I've got to buck up if I want to pull my GPA to a 3.4 average. I've got to try harder because right now, I've my goal is to get to NUS after my NS and that would take an even higher GPA than just a 3.4. I've got to get at least 3.5 to get in I think. For all those smug JC students who think that poly is a dumping ground for people who can never make it to JC, guess what? It's not. It's not a dumping ground, just an alternative route. BUT, trust me, it's not that easy. I'm not saying that JC students can't be independent (even if some can't) but in poly, no one's gonna bring food to your table and no one is gonna be there for you to suck up to even if you begged. And what's best is, if you're not a team player, you're screwed. You're gonna need to sacrifice time you really need for studying just to complete a group project. Sometimes you can't even sleep. You're not behind time because you're too slow, time is just moving a little bit faster.

Okay, that was random. I didn't know where that came from but I just kept on typing till that last sentence of the paragraph. I'm not saying poly students are better but I think they shouldn't be looked down upon by JC students or the society at large (I'm not accusing anyone in particular). It's just like people shouldn't look down on ITE students. At least they still can get an education. Ahh... I think it's the stress building up on me. Ouh and I really think people should think throught their choices though. Don't reach when you have no hands to reach with. I think sometimes it just irritates me when people take that for granted when others actually work hard for it.