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Typewriter16:41 - “To those who leave their homes in the cause of Allah, after suffering oppression, We will assuredly give a goodly home in this world: but truly the reward of the Hereafter will be greater. If they only knew!”Tuesday, November 25, 2008 24 hours / 9:36 AM
It's another day and I'm still worried. I'm sorry if it took me so long to feel this worried, but I am now. Since I got back from his house, till now, I've been worried for him. Farhana said to me yesterday: "I don't know what to say." At such a shocking news, what can you say? I feel so empty and useless. I feel like I'm a souless human. I don't know how to make things better or at least make it seem that way. When we first sat down, he looked at us with the eyes of a 9 year old boy who simply can't understand. He kept looking down and stealing few seconds glimpses at us. I guess I really couldn't say anything but I wished I said more. All I can do is hope that he'll pull himself together because seeing those watery, red eyes is really striking a chord in me. I know I'm not that close to him but I really wished I said more. I hope that hug meant a lot more than my pathetic amount of words. At least his classmates and closer friends made him smile and laugh awhile. It was a relief to hear him laugh. It's really sad that someone so close to him had to go in such a way. But I know that when all those people left, the absence is doubled. That one single person must have meant more that all of us put together. I'm worried for his well being and I cannot think of a joke that would make him feel better. I feel helpless. Dear god please give him strength to persevere. I don't know why but Syafiq really wants me to tell whoever is reading that he says hi. |
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