FUCK

I'm in such a bad mood yet again. I just cant stand it anymore. It's too irritating. I was hoping for my mood to get better, but it just got worse. I wasted my day today. I wasted money. I wasted time. I wasted SMSs and calls. I should have stayed at home or go hang out with Nisha. Call me emotional, but I'm not sure if my mood will be better by tomorrow. I really had enough of this 'janji melayu' business. And I really had enough of certain people's attitude. But oh well, I guess I'm so inferior to that someone maybe. Or maybe he/she just thinks that because of the new friends I gain from certain organisations. Sorry sorry sorry. Should give them credit for at least apologising. But then, sorry has become such an apple word now and I have lost the patience of hearing it on repeat everytime.

I thought my blues would be eradicated when I meet them and have a good game of soccer or hang out or do other things at ECP but turns out I was wrong. So pathetic of me to put so much hope in such things.