"whatever man dot dot dot diao" / 8:39 PM

I learned that from syafiq. ahaha! funny how I had to act like a teacher for primary school kids just to teach farhana. slow lah she! ahaha. anyway, i think I shall update my blog now. And out of randomness, I love my blog skin! It's really quite nice. Might not change it for a long time. Anyway, tomorrow's my groups OC presentation. OMG. Damn nervous for some reason. Scared I'll screw up. Writing my stuff on cue cards later. Wish me luck people!

Another thing that's happening tomorrow is TALENT TIME. hahaha. Eugene might be joining. I feel like going for it too! but I wanna sing angels by robbie williams and I haven't even memorised the lyrics. Ah well, most to most I'll join next year.

I've been reading "fats'" blog as well. A LOT. haha. I think I shall do what he does; update my blog EVERYDAY and with pictures too! haha. A LOT OF THEM. I want people to read my blog a lot. I mean to influence people who are total strangers to me feels good. =))

When reading his blog however, I found a very old post when I accidentally pressed the 'end' button. It was at the very bottom of the page. So from here I read about their old trainings before this year's juniors came in. Then I stumbled upon another post. It seemed like someone from the dragon boat team wanted to quit that time and his post was to tell him not too and to continue marching on with them, facing everything together. Then I realised, I was reluctant to go training because I felt very different from them (lazy, unhealthy, unfit) but I forgot that Daryl has always asked me to just go nevertheless. Furthermore, people there are more sociable than I think. Maybe I'm the one being anti-social? Furthermore, Yusuf just joined also and at least now, some of the nights I won't need to go all the way back home alone. =)) So I shall persevere on and make it a point to eat more healthily, go for more gym sessions by myself (or maybe can ajak yusuf/ nicholas). I shall persevere and push through my limits but at the same time stay loyal to SSP, wadahku untuk menebus ke alam budaya melayu dan membanggakan wawasan sang singa kami. =)) (macam paham sia. hahaha!)