saddened stories and tears held back / 9:26 AM

Reading that story, I keep yearning to have a child even more. I want to feel the joy of having one, and the pain of the challenges ahead. It's sad when that little bundle of innocence and joy just leaves your life like that, when you selfishly want to hold him in your arms and look into those eyes, never wanting to let go. When your every step seems springier, when you're just happy for being able to see the epitome of innocence and hold it in your arms before you leave this world. But who would have taught that it would be short lived, that the one to leave wasn't you. That story will forever stay in my heart and I will save those tears for later. I am proud to have such a strong and caring friend. Thank you god. All these people you have introduced to my life are tremendously good people. Alhamdulillah.