song writing frenzy / 8:04 AM

Okay I have 4 things to talk about. Lets start with what happened friday. On friday, jannah told farhana that she saw farisya crying because noone celebrated with her(friday was her birthday) and that farhana's birthday seemed like a normal friend's wish. So farhana went back to fc3 to find me and she totally broke down. God! But after farisya finally picked up the call, everything was okay. And I found out jannah felt guilty so she was also crying. relax eh, you did the right thing by telling farhana.

So after all that, the outing was still on saturday. So the plan goes on. I went to sheilah's house to practice the song we wrote on tuesday. At first zul was there but she had to go home so she didn't get to hear the song. So we started goofing off with jan nah and huda, making funny videos that we agreed to show farisya the next day. But the last video was for us to really finally record the song, this time both me and sheilah singing with jannah and huda whispering a little at the background. So we did our thing, and when the song was done, Jannah cried. OMG! I was shocked and I really ddn't know what to do. Huda seemed sad on the video too. Then after jannah stoped crying(it didn't took long), after awhile, jannah was like: Huda nangis! (huda is crying!) But huda denied and said she was sleepy but we know her too well. So she finally admit. I feel soo goood to have touched someone with a song(even if its not totally mine).

So yesterday, its the actual day. I practiced my strumming abit at sheilah's house after we bought everything. Then got ready presents, cupcakes(one got overturned so i just spread all the cream over it-_____-), guitars, and lyrics. So when we reached there, we sang her the usual birthday song with the added indo version "tiup lilinnya" and "makan kuihnya" ("blow the candle" and "eat the cake(in this case cupcake)"). Farisya gave me an uber late birthday present. It felt so weird! she gave me a present when we were celebrating hers. 0.o apparently she gave farhana a present too. Anyway, we took out our guitars and practiced abit without telling her what we are practising for. Then me and sheilah put on funkeh shades(huda's and farisya's) and said: "okay lets start". Then farisya was like: "Eh! Ape ni! Omg! Korang!"(Eh! whats this!, OMG! you guys!). Then before we even sang the song, she cried! OMG! And jannah had to hug her first before she was able to control herself. Then we sang the song. It was a success! yay!

Then we packed up, and headed to the coffeeshop which was uber far. But when we were done packing, huda gave farisya her present. And she cried! Both of them did. It was sooo really supper sweet. anyway, as we walked off, farhana and farisya was at the back and were saying their sorries about friday. Then, (I swear this is the first time this ever happened when celebrating a friend's birthday), there were actual tears in my eyes! OMG! serious, serious. I never felt this way before. Lucky noone saw. lawl! I felt very touched when i saw huda cry, but i never forsaw that I would tear up! woah! Thus I conclude, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!! yay!!

Okay, so when I got home, I got scolded by mom for coming home late again. Then watched APM abit and chatted with sufian. This was when sufian sent me a demo of his song. He wrote it with his friends. He was the vocals for the piece. I found it very good. The lyrics were not like any of the lyrics I wrote. I loved it. His vocals were not bad, good enough to sing in a band. then I went: "mayn! my lyrics are childsplay compared to yours! goodgood, an aim to meet." At that moment inspiration struck. I wanted to write about childsplay. I told sheilah and explained abit. Then she said, she'll write hers, and I'll write mine then we compare and see how. I couldn't write anything! I kept cancelling lines! Because I always wrote about love, relationships and the works. But this time I wanted to write something more political or metaphorical. I couldn't write anything till like 1am. So I slept. But after praying and stuff this morning, I could write naturally. yay! only cancelled a few lines. Its not perfect of course. But so far its okay.