New Song / 6:55 PM

I wrote this song on last sunday. Sheilah and me interprated the title I came up with as very political so we planned to write a piece each and compare. This is the first time I'm writing a political piece so please don't be too harsh!

Child's play

He puts on a smile,
And waves his own flag,
His philosophy escapes all trials,
I see a war of perceptions coming close

He plays us like poker cards,
Throwing us away one-by-one,
All he cares of is his victory,
Before he pains us again

Our sin to him is child’s play,
Compared with the lives he destroyed,
Hopeless souls can’t runaway,
From all the lies and deceit

We’re forced in uniforms unseen,
Different was deemed rebellious,
Dreams were for failures,
And the law was made impeccable.

People are screaming for justice,
But only dare to in their hearts,
There is no robin hood to steal for the poor,
And blue knights can imprison the innocent.

Our sin to him is child’s play,
Compared with the lives he destroyed,
Hopeless souls can’t runaway,
From all the lies and deceit

*Breaking hearts and dreams,
It’s child’s play to you,
Then running from the scene,
It’s child’s play to you.



*may include or throw away. Possible bridge


Showed the piece to Sufian. He said it was "cool" and then asked me to define justice. Then I told him what I thought. Then I think he read it again, and he highlighted the part which I bolded. He said: ...What is right to you might not be right to me. i asked him for advice and he said I should read up more. (REALLY GOOD ADVICE, i've been such a lazy bum these days.) He recommended books by Haruki Murakami and asked me to read Kafka by the Shore. I couldn't find it just now so i made a reservation. But I borrowed another book from the author though. I've read his book once. I read The Elephant vanishes. I LOVED IT but couldnt be bothered to look for another. I liked it because it was different and somewhat adult. different from any harry Potter books you can find(DUH-UH). But Sufian made me feel more confident to do better by saying: you write like me during my first three months. GOOD! That means I can improve. I think I have no problem interprating things in terms of emotions like love but not in big issues.

Besides song writing, I've just done something really important to me in my life. I let go of something which was never me. Which I am sure I shall never go back to as i have found the love for god. And this is something noone at all knows. And I would like it to remain that way, so don't ask me. Im leaving my confused days behind and I am understanding myself better and why I did such things in the first place. so I am gonna bury it in my pass and hopefully forget it. It really makes me feel guilty so yeah. AND PLEASE DONT START GUESSING.

Another thing, I'm gonna try to quit smoking. YES I SMOKE. I don't care who knows now because I already told Farhana - my bestest friend ever. So shes gonna helo me to achieve this. I really dont want to be in the same social class as people who forgot their orgins or people who dont care about things that really matter. Kite nak yang terbaik buat dunia dan akhirat eh. no puns intended.