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Damn. Yesterday I went to the DMC interview at SP and one word to describe it: damn. The interview REALLY caught me off-guard. The writen test was okay. Nothing mind boggling but the interview on the other hand. FUH! They seem not so interested in my creative side but more about my ability to cope with the many modules. Man! I really wished I didn't say: "I'm done with memorising for O levels". I'm such a jackass. And Huda herself is panicking. Pfft! Im being pissed off at myself. I really wished I said more(or less). Curse me! AAARR! And my portfolio expences totaled up to about 22 bucks, not including my travelling expenses.

But on the plus side, they noticed I liked writing by reading my portfolio descriptions. And I think I made it clear I do not wanna fail in my course. All I can do now is hope and pray. Hais..

Oh ya, Nisha said she needed a few days alone when I asked her if we are still on for gym tomorrow. Wonder what happened. AHH! I dont know! Best to leave her alone now. Wait for her to sms or tag or whatever me. So tomorrow I'm going gym with yunos and afiq at 10. But i guess afiq will reach at 11. pfft! same old, same old.

Oh yar! I'm starting to really click with my cousins on my mum's side (with the exception of manan obviously). Seems like we have a few things in common. And none of them knew about my passion for photography till Abang Hazry's wedding(which was glamorous to say the least). When Kakak Farah and Cik Ya came over since Kakak Farah wanted to interview my maid for an assignment, I was doing my my portfolio. So I laid my photos out and let her see. She was impressed and turns out she knows about lomography too and likes photography only had no time to actually do it. My mum and dad seemed silently impressed too. WOW! I cant belive how shocked they were.

And about Manan and me. Well, I really have no idea why he is not talking to me. AT ALL! As most of my friends know, I have a gift of reading people's feeling. And I'm picking a big bad hate vibe from him. He is such an ass. I've done nothing wrong to deserve your hate. Arrgghh! But whatever, I dont care. But I'll tell you this he is such a fucking hypocrite and I'm shameful to admit he is my cousin. He will salam me in front mf parents and stuff but I dont think he will even tegur me if we were to meet outside. HE salam me also he never look at my face. IDIOT! If your balls are soo damn big then give it to me and I'll cut them down for you to feed the fish! uRRRGGH!! Now I'm pissed because of 2 things.